I am, frankly, nearly fed up with daily-politics-as-usual at the moment — and as a result, I’ve been finding it hard to come up with things to share here at Pagan+Politics, happy to let some of our awesome new writers take the reins for a while. I do have several philosophically-bent essays “in the works,” as it were, but I thought it might be a refreshing change of pace to share some creative writing with you good folks.
After all, poetry and aesthetics have played a very important role in the evolution of my personal philosophy of peacemaking. Back in 2003, before it was cool to point out the distinct lack of evidence for WMDs and the possibility that the government was lying to us about just how much of a threat Saddam could realistically pose, I felt like the only person in the world who thought this mad rush into preemptive war might just be something we’d come to regret. (I remind my father that if he ever catches me being wrong about the long-term consequences of US foreign policy, I promise to treat him to dinner. Poor guy…) But then there was the Poets Against War project, organized by Sam Hamill. Sure, plenty of the more than 200,000 poems collected from people all over the country were emotional tirades or sentimental appeals to flower-child naivety. But it was good to know people were out there, giving expression to their grief, rage and fear in forms that aspired to beauty, balance and communication.
As a Pagan, I’ve always loved the idea put forward by Ross Nichols that,”Ritual is poetry in the realm of acts.” In many ways, poetry is ritual on the page, quieted down and condensed into language humming with power, held within the stillness, the empty spaces between stanzas. Poetry is about making those leaps of connection and juxtaposition, and discovering the possibility of relationship within a world full-to-bursting of particulars, contrast and conflict. Poetry is about learning how to work that conflict into something beautiful and meaningful, holding contradictions in tension in ways that resist the all too easy collapse into chaos and confusion. It is no coincidence that the Irish deity Brighid is both a goddess of poets, and a patron of healing, protection and social justice. The peacemaker learns to trust her poetic side, learns to trust those leaps of intuition and insight that seek out relationship and beauty in the most unlikely places, and above all believes that such relationships are possible.
Peace is not always something you can prove with carefully constructed logical arguments. Sometimes, logical argument takes too long and provides too many opportunities for people to ignore the careful step-by-step process of building an alternative worldview. (My writings here have sometimes fallen to this very criticism, readers quibbling with a single sentence decontextualized from the flow of prose.) When Europe was first swept up in the dazzling machinery and technology of the early Industrial Revolution, it was the Romantic poets who first began to articulate the nagging sense of loss and disconnection from the natural world, providing a new context for dissent when logic and reason seemed to rule the day.
In his fascinating text The Gift, Lewis Hyde writes, “The work of art becomes a political force simply through the faithful representation of the spirit. It is a political act to create an image of the self or of the collective.” To write a poem is just such an act. Poetry is a medium uniquely suited to breaking open our usual frames of reference and subversively undermining our ability to fit experience into predetermined categories and ideologies. Like ritual, it creates and defines its own sacred space — and within that space, magic has room to happen.
In Praise of Blood
All our lintels are gory
with its security, and here
I am with that thudding
little secret in me, the politics
of knowing when to break
skin, and whose. Each
door I enter is blessed,
a momentary shrine
that this embodied blood keeps
moving, without scab
over unstained wood.
I call that dream mucus —
my brain, a thick pouch
sleeping. I roll under:
inside, a tower falls
over; a bureau tears
through a papery ceiling;
everyone is related.
~
Half-Glass Full*
Sure, I’m an optimist. Sure.
I support the President. I stand-behind
this administration and its decisions, the preemptive incisions of an inaccurate knife
into foreign political bodies, the preventative leeches and blood-letting getting the best
of diseased oil veins and the fame of this or that evil man, today’s devil, starved of resources
and recourses to diplomacy — or better yet, hanged and dangling for the crows and gods to pick at. Sure.
I’m an optimist.
I give this administration the credit
-or-debit they’re due, the smooth intoxication of the process, the noxious self-flagellation of a people
at the steeple of competing religio-corporate denominations, by which I mean monetary domination,
by which I mean natural free-market selection, that kind of election,
and the pervasive protection of this, our way of life,
our insecurity, our cure to most economic hiccups, the pick-up games of novelty and indulgence
tapped into, tapped out
and the day’s hard night just the soft flickering flakes of blue light
in the ad campaigns and local ten o’clock news. Sure.
Sure, I’m an optimist.
I believe in saviors. I put my faith
in the one-man stands against any regression, against carcinogenic confessions of disappointment
or doubt, against the mounting unease of contextual drought,
against the sluggish-fire liars spouting simplicity
and discipline and the keys to a heaven I’m already in,
against the slight aggravation of anti-acronymic-mutation, the double-you
dot double-you dot jay dot dee, like a legitimate question, a half-formed suggestion
not just what would he do but if it were me…
I’m an optimist, sure, without comfort or coddle —
just a short, hard glass and a big fucking bottle.
~
Through Eyes of Peace
Wriggling pale and fleshy things, so ugly
and alone in the bowels of the world, chanting
our war chants and brandishing our weapons.
I see what we are. Alone in the dark,
going into death, and you think I say this
out of love? Because I am sentimental
and foolish? Because I have never known anger,
or righteousness, or hate, because I am
soft and pulpy and full of light? No.
I see what we are, confused and hairless and half-formed
animals. I see our weapons, how they are so utterly
smooth and hard and full of grace, the slip
of steel against steel like the singing of a harp,
the trembling power of the long, slow missile
falling to the earth and how wide and small the world is
from such a height. And you think you are free
because it intoxicates you, this escape
from the truth of being human, weak and without
even the teeth for raw flesh, without the stomach
for it — but how large our eyes
have become, living in this dark, and what horrors
we can see in the turning of shadow on the rocks.
So we build our cages of one another’s bones.
We brandish our weapons, swinging them high
in rhythm with this song of blood and righteous fantasy
and glory in how we are lifted, by the rising tide of war,
beyond ourselves, beyond our gross and little lives,
beyond the reek of old age and insufficiency,
beyond even our fear of death itself
into a place of ringing beauty and perfect form
where we might finally talk of justice without wincing.
And you think you are free.
But you have made only another fortress of rot
and gore, another impotent barricade
that the maggots will unmake, and the rain will wash away.
You cannot slip away so easily from the burden
of being alive, mired in the squirming pool
of living things. That is not our freedom. It is a lie.
I see what we are. I will not be cloistered away
in these chambers of anxiety and war, cramped and festering
for fear of what lurks waiting in the world.
No, I would be clean, and at peace
with the ugliness of lonely death and longing, choosing
instead the intimate beauty of what I am,
wild-eyed animal shivering in the void and wind,
until I too am eaten, with gentle savagery,
by the world I’ve come to love.
~
We Will Not Make Peace
And I died there
on the hill
beneath the apple tree.
At least once.
It is amazing
the perspective death
brings with it,
and how vital
it suddenly becomes
to speak uncomfortable
words, spat like seeds
onto the ground
slick and wet and hard
and ready to break
open, as if it were simply
impossible to swallow
such truth any longer.
Or maybe, somewhere
in your tightening throat,
that word once lodged deep
— peace, like a stone —
that you could not dislodge
and that choked you, brought you
here, to this place.
I am like a creature
who cannot help but marvel
at my own body
lying cold and still
beneath the apple tree;
what was past has become
someone else, and you
are always in the process
of choking and dying,
while I am being born
under a wide sky
large enough for orchards.
~
>* Does anyone remember, back in early 2007, when Bush said he was a “half-glass full” kind of optimist? No? Well, anyway, he did. And the irony pissed me off.





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